it's gone!
the spot is gone! it is not cancer!
doc says she thinks it was probably an infection of some sort, a stomach bug. how something so trivial could cause so much anxiety - three months worth - is just crazy.
i'm sorry to say that i feared the worst this time. i was too afraid to get my hopes up and have them stomped on. again. i feel strange, having expected bad news. i am crying and can't stop. charlie made me give him a "woo hoo" on the phone when he told me, said i shouldn't be crying, but i can't stop.
i can't wait to go home and hug that perfectly wonderful cancer-free man.
doc says she thinks it was probably an infection of some sort, a stomach bug. how something so trivial could cause so much anxiety - three months worth - is just crazy.
i'm sorry to say that i feared the worst this time. i was too afraid to get my hopes up and have them stomped on. again. i feel strange, having expected bad news. i am crying and can't stop. charlie made me give him a "woo hoo" on the phone when he told me, said i shouldn't be crying, but i can't stop.
i can't wait to go home and hug that perfectly wonderful cancer-free man.