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wow it's been a long time since I have wrote in this thing Alot has happened and some I can say and some I can't so ... Well I'm looking for a new job and my boyfriend Chris and I broke up last week and I can say that I am somewhat relieved because now I don't have to tell someone else where I'm going who I'm with and all that good stuff lol but then some times I'm even more stressed for the fact that he calls me and gives me shit to deal with. And honestly it makes me not want to talk to him or see him at all then I feel bad because I turn into this bitch that basically is telling him to fuck off things in mind are just so much better in my life and I just don't know what to do besides just go with the flow and pay attention to my feelings and stay true to myself I know that right now I on't want to go out with him again and I also know that I want to be able to be good friends with him but that he doesnt want that and that he feels that he can't do that Any comments or suggestions any one???