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fitting somehow i come back on the 13th..when my life has died.
all..2 of the people that know me know what im talking about, or maybe not.
i dont think anyone really knows how much i care about alena. you have some clue..but yeah i guess if youre reading this you know me..and if you know me you know theres something wrong with me emotionally.. no not really i dont think so..i like the way i am.(no idea what im talking about either)
alena and i fell in love.. by fell in love i mean bam. love.
it was instant. not always a good thing. falling into relationships pretty inevitably leads to hurt.. not that i speak from so much experience.. its just kind of common sense..
yes we fell in love.. we barely knew each other at all..just by a slight aquaintance..ship.. but soon enough that spark developed and i started to thinking she was the most fascinating beautiful person i was ever so lucky to have met..maybe im exagerrating but it was a great feeling, i was infatuated..the infatuation didnt really hit until a little later though actually. i was just drawn to her at first.. from when i first started talking to her.. i wanted to be her friend..i wanted her to like me..think i was cool..
turns out she was already ahead of me.. had a crush from when she first saw me..but shes just silly trying to make me feel special..
the rest is just a blur of happiness..we've had the perfect relationship.. yeah..we did fall in love.but you know what.. we did it a way only two people..completely compatible and just..right for each other could.. we started with the infatuation..but something more than that.. that something we felt about each other before we even knew each other very well.. but we have known each other for probably over a year now.. we've experienced a part of our lives together..loving..guiding each other..weve practiced total self disclosure..weve confided in each other..isnt that what love is?..
youve been the best friend ive had.. i love you alena
all..2 of the people that know me know what im talking about, or maybe not.
i dont think anyone really knows how much i care about alena. you have some clue..but yeah i guess if youre reading this you know me..and if you know me you know theres something wrong with me emotionally.. no not really i dont think so..i like the way i am.(no idea what im talking about either)
alena and i fell in love.. by fell in love i mean bam. love.
it was instant. not always a good thing. falling into relationships pretty inevitably leads to hurt.. not that i speak from so much experience.. its just kind of common sense..
yes we fell in love.. we barely knew each other at all..just by a slight aquaintance..ship.. but soon enough that spark developed and i started to thinking she was the most fascinating beautiful person i was ever so lucky to have met..maybe im exagerrating but it was a great feeling, i was infatuated..the infatuation didnt really hit until a little later though actually. i was just drawn to her at first.. from when i first started talking to her.. i wanted to be her friend..i wanted her to like me..think i was cool..
turns out she was already ahead of me.. had a crush from when she first saw me..but shes just silly trying to make me feel special..
the rest is just a blur of happiness..we've had the perfect relationship.. yeah..we did fall in love.but you know what.. we did it a way only two people..completely compatible and just..right for each other could.. we started with the infatuation..but something more than that.. that something we felt about each other before we even knew each other very well.. but we have known each other for probably over a year now.. we've experienced a part of our lives together..loving..guiding each other..weve practiced total self disclosure..weve confided in each other..isnt that what love is?..
youve been the best friend ive had.. i love you alena