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today was a day like most summer days.. hot, sunny, and up until about 2 in the afternoon, i had no AC =/ but someone came and fixed it, thank god.
anyway, i spent most of my morning making picture cds for my family from the reunion. i can't wait til they see them.. i have some really good ones :o) ahhhh i had such a good time that week, i wish i could see them a LOT more often!
later on mark and i went shopping for marisa. we got her a ny & co giftcard and a pencil holder/picture frame from target. i got myself some more stuff for the dorm [yes, it's a never ending shopping list]. in the car we talked about me going away. the funny thing is, neither of us are really worried about it. i guess because we've been down this road before. i mean it's never easy, and it's never fun, but i guess it's something you eventually adjust to. the good thing is, i'll probably be home most weekends, so i know i'll see him at least once a week. i know as soon as i get up there i'll miss him. but right now i'm stressing about it too much..
nor am i stressing out over leaving my friends. i know that sounds horrible. but ya know what? this year i really think i've found out who my really loyal, worthwhile friends are, and i know they won't just up and forget about me just because i'm a few counties away. also, i'm REALLY looking forward to meeting everyone at ramapo. so far everyone i talked to has been so friendly :o) hopefully we'll all like each other that much as the year goes on lol. you never know.
anyway, tonight i hung out with ramon, khaled, hesh, and jess chen. i was so happy to see the guys before tomorrow when they start classes. i'm definitely gonna miss having them around all the time.. but i know that they will probably be the easiest to keep in touch with
:o) i had a good conversation with ramon.. i know he's worried about losing us when we go away, but he should know that he has absolutely nothing to worry about. honestly, i've never met anyone like him before, and i know i never will again.
same goes for mark.. i know he's worried about me meeting other guys in college.. and i know i will.. but i'll never feel the same for them as i will for him. what we have is lasting.. it's a different kind of feeling than i've ever had with anyone before, and i'll never love anyone like i love him. i know he's not much for letters, but i think i'll write him one before i go away.
anyway, i'm gonna try to get to bed pretty soon.. i HAVE to adjust teh sleep schedule before i go away. last night i was wide awake until 3:30am, which is definitely not cool, considering most of my classes are in the morning =/
i <3 my iPod
and i love you all..
and will miss you very much..
always n forever,
manda
anyway, i spent most of my morning making picture cds for my family from the reunion. i can't wait til they see them.. i have some really good ones :o) ahhhh i had such a good time that week, i wish i could see them a LOT more often!
later on mark and i went shopping for marisa. we got her a ny & co giftcard and a pencil holder/picture frame from target. i got myself some more stuff for the dorm [yes, it's a never ending shopping list]. in the car we talked about me going away. the funny thing is, neither of us are really worried about it. i guess because we've been down this road before. i mean it's never easy, and it's never fun, but i guess it's something you eventually adjust to. the good thing is, i'll probably be home most weekends, so i know i'll see him at least once a week. i know as soon as i get up there i'll miss him. but right now i'm stressing about it too much..
nor am i stressing out over leaving my friends. i know that sounds horrible. but ya know what? this year i really think i've found out who my really loyal, worthwhile friends are, and i know they won't just up and forget about me just because i'm a few counties away. also, i'm REALLY looking forward to meeting everyone at ramapo. so far everyone i talked to has been so friendly :o) hopefully we'll all like each other that much as the year goes on lol. you never know.
anyway, tonight i hung out with ramon, khaled, hesh, and jess chen. i was so happy to see the guys before tomorrow when they start classes. i'm definitely gonna miss having them around all the time.. but i know that they will probably be the easiest to keep in touch with
:o) i had a good conversation with ramon.. i know he's worried about losing us when we go away, but he should know that he has absolutely nothing to worry about. honestly, i've never met anyone like him before, and i know i never will again.
same goes for mark.. i know he's worried about me meeting other guys in college.. and i know i will.. but i'll never feel the same for them as i will for him. what we have is lasting.. it's a different kind of feeling than i've ever had with anyone before, and i'll never love anyone like i love him. i know he's not much for letters, but i think i'll write him one before i go away.
anyway, i'm gonna try to get to bed pretty soon.. i HAVE to adjust teh sleep schedule before i go away. last night i was wide awake until 3:30am, which is definitely not cool, considering most of my classes are in the morning =/
i <3 my iPod
and i love you all..
and will miss you very much..
always n forever,
manda