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sometimes when i have days off im baffled on what to do becuase i work so much and im just used to working all the time. so today basically sucked ass because i didnt do shit. i shouldve been working. and i miss kyle hes in alaska. hes been gone for like a week. so im also sexually frustrated. but id be satisfied with just holding him. actually i just want to run and jump in his arms when i see him and give him a big kiss like they do in movies. i cant sleep, and i wish so dearly that i could. but i slept in late today and now im paying the consequences. i've finished a book and i dont know if i want to start another one. ive had enough reading for one day. maybe i will just go watch titanic. that will kill like 3 hours and then maybe i will be able to go to sleep.