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after several weeks of having excruciating headaches, I finally went to see my doctor on thursday. I broke down in the office, feeling weak and vulnerable, discussing with the new prn that I was so worried about everything. there is so much constantly on my mind. there are are rare moments of contentment but being happy is so rare. I've developed a love for watching any movie or tv show that can make me cry. He diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder. So, I'm getting a therapist and taking prozac for now. Here is where I apologize to anyone I've been mean to in the last year or so. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't stop myself most of the time. I had to release emotions somehow and being a total bitch was usually how I did it.
I love you all