Not even a card.....

[sonriente]

So my birthday sucked a big fat one. What else is new? Every year it never fails. I'm going to stop getting my hopes up so that way I'm never disappointed. Eric did not even get me a card. NOT EVEN A CARD, I emphasize. I'm not hard to please and little things mean the most to me. Didn't even go over with me to my moms to do MY cake. He said money was tight and was going to do something for me this weekend. Yet, he had $ to get almost all the Thanksgiving shit, a new phone and Derek a $50 vtech game system thing. I really don't know what to do with him anymore. I told him he hurt me and upset me far beyond any words. He apologized this morning, but I told him he hurt me and nothing could possibly make up for it. I cleaned the house most of the day and later on went to my mom's.

My mom and Derek made my bday though. My mom brought me a cake and a beautiful card, and Derek covered my eyes to surprise me. He was so excited to surprise me. It was adorable. I felt bad though because I was so upset I think my mom didn't think I was happy with what she did, but I was. It meant a lot.

I told my mom and Eric's mom that if this whole babysitting thing doesn't stop that I will put the kids in daycare. I told them, Eric's mom will get the kids MON & WED, and my mom the rest of the week. If they can't accept it, then to daycare they go.

Let me finish off my work. Thank god this week is only a 3day work week.