"And the lies I weave are oh so intricate, oh so intricate"
I'm ready to move on.
I love my friends, six and some others
But I'm ready to move on.
maybe its just this weather that is having this meloncholy effect on my train of thought, but its true.
I cant wait.
I dont want to wait.
At least just let me fast forward to summer, that would be nice.
Out of school.
Free to just go places with those who mean the most to me, even if places are five minutes down the street
maybe i just need to get away.
I find this helps a lot...
If i'm stuck here in NH, in pembroke for too long of a time i begin to become clausterphobic (sp?)
Which currently doesnt make sense, because I just spent the weekend in Rochester, but I want more. I find I need more than a day away to really be able to step back and breathe.
I'm going to Florida in T-minus 6 days (aka Sunday).
Hopefully this will quench my thirst of anywhere but here.
The movie I watched today also made me get the "need to get away" feeling... Because Every now and then things like that allow thoughts to mind and it throws me off, in a sense that I need to run away, to push the thoughts back and out as far as I can possibly push them...
That movie today made me think... we watched the last kiss... we as in me and erin and lindsey.
and all i could think of as the main boy cheated on his serious girlfriend with this younger, little brunette, was that girl. . Yes, the girl that as erin and lindsey watched this movie, were yelling at the tv, and showing their emotions by stating that they hated her, but they did like her clothes, calling her things like "evil bitch" and other profanities proclaiming that what she was doing was inevitably wrong. And yes it was wrong of her, but I do have to say that he did lead her into misbelief, with all that he was doing, and all that he was telling her about his current life situation. To her I'm sure it did seem as if he was leaving behind his current girlfriend, and that he would run away with her, and they would live happily. But for him. For him the brunette was only there to make him realize that his current was who he wanted to be with. And the movie shows how he goes on to live happily ever after with his original girlfriend, but they missed the other side. What ever happened to the bubbly, younger brunette? She wasnt just a whore looking to sleep with random guys she met at weddings, i think she had true feelings for this guy, who strung her along WAY too far. Took things WAY past that line that stands there for a reason. And the movie never goes back to her.
Stay on the happy ending.
Thats the focus.
Shes just the slut trying to break up a relationship.
Shes just the person who everyone thinks is the slut.
No one sees this.
Just as no one can see the permanent scars that might have been left behind. The scars left by him long ago.
No, the movie doesnt show that side of the story.
I love my friends, six and some others
But I'm ready to move on.
maybe its just this weather that is having this meloncholy effect on my train of thought, but its true.
I cant wait.
I dont want to wait.
At least just let me fast forward to summer, that would be nice.
Out of school.
Free to just go places with those who mean the most to me, even if places are five minutes down the street
maybe i just need to get away.
I find this helps a lot...
If i'm stuck here in NH, in pembroke for too long of a time i begin to become clausterphobic (sp?)
Which currently doesnt make sense, because I just spent the weekend in Rochester, but I want more. I find I need more than a day away to really be able to step back and breathe.
I'm going to Florida in T-minus 6 days (aka Sunday).
Hopefully this will quench my thirst of anywhere but here.
The movie I watched today also made me get the "need to get away" feeling... Because Every now and then things like that allow thoughts to mind and it throws me off, in a sense that I need to run away, to push the thoughts back and out as far as I can possibly push them...
That movie today made me think... we watched the last kiss... we as in me and erin and lindsey.
and all i could think of as the main boy cheated on his serious girlfriend with this younger, little brunette, was that girl. . Yes, the girl that as erin and lindsey watched this movie, were yelling at the tv, and showing their emotions by stating that they hated her, but they did like her clothes, calling her things like "evil bitch" and other profanities proclaiming that what she was doing was inevitably wrong. And yes it was wrong of her, but I do have to say that he did lead her into misbelief, with all that he was doing, and all that he was telling her about his current life situation. To her I'm sure it did seem as if he was leaving behind his current girlfriend, and that he would run away with her, and they would live happily. But for him. For him the brunette was only there to make him realize that his current was who he wanted to be with. And the movie shows how he goes on to live happily ever after with his original girlfriend, but they missed the other side. What ever happened to the bubbly, younger brunette? She wasnt just a whore looking to sleep with random guys she met at weddings, i think she had true feelings for this guy, who strung her along WAY too far. Took things WAY past that line that stands there for a reason. And the movie never goes back to her.
Stay on the happy ending.
Thats the focus.
Shes just the slut trying to break up a relationship.
Shes just the person who everyone thinks is the slut.
No one sees this.
Just as no one can see the permanent scars that might have been left behind. The scars left by him long ago.
No, the movie doesnt show that side of the story.