Entry 12...
Last night was crazzzy. My sister dropped her phone in the toilet, after she peed, and as she was fluching she grabbed it out. HAHA Yeah, I stayed in monmouth, with all the WOU kids :) good night.
I got a new phone yesterday, its so fucking cool. Okay, not that cool, but its way better than my old phone. Its liike two sided, on one side its internet and mp3 player, and on the other side its like texting and phone shit. its crazy.
Now I'm avoiding capstone by watching SouthPark. Yes. I went to a huge party last night, its was like everyone in Monmouth packed into this tiny house, tons of screaming, and lots of people grinding on each other to music that was 10x the necessary decibal level. I was tripping balls kuz I had never been around so many people I had never seen before, it was a little intense, made my social anxiety flair.
Some fucked up shit is going on right now, lots of drama that I have no control over, and I can honestly say I havent done anything wrong in this case. Its people around me, people I trusted once that are being really fucking stupid. I don't have time to deal with it, or care about it, so I'm not going too. Fuck the stupid people who are too inconsiderate and selfish to realize or even care that they are ruining my life. So they have become people and not friends. I love my friends, and friends are not people. People betray you, and these people have betrayed me, and I no longer have reason nor time to care or deal with giving them a second chance to fix this. Fuck you. I'm leaving in a matter of months, and I will forget you, and you will no longer poison my life.
I'm glad I went to monmouth, I'm glad I left home. Sux to be coming back, but whatever...I only have so much time left here...and I am determined to make the best of it.