I think my big hangup, creatively speaking, has been my total failure to complete a single project that wasn't school related over the past six or so years. I'm thinking maybe I have some mental blocks going on, preventing me from pursuing the bigger projects (like my comic and stories) that I'd love to fulfill. So maybe I need to break these blocks with baby steps - find a mini-project that I can get excited about and barrel through until it's completed and I've smashed these flaky tendencies into bits.
Secondly, my musical addiction of choice lately has been Marina & the Diamonds. She has songs that catch my ear far more than the one I'm about to share, but this is the one ear-bugging me tonight.
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Spent years singing to forget,
Spent years singing, "No regrets."
Then suddenly, it all becomes clear,
I've been sorry all these years.
I was just a kid that you could not forgive because it's harder.
I was just a kid and all I really wanted was my father.
Guilty on the run and I know what I have done.
Guilty on the run and I'm never forgiven.