i want 30 hour days
I haven't written here in ages. Aaaaaaages. I haven't had the time to even GO ONLINE for the past few weeks. Only about once a week to check my mail (in which I discover about 80 unread e-mails every time). I can't believe it hasn't been a month since school started. I feel like I am already midway through the sem! (But no, unfortunately this is only the first out of four months of first sem.)
I'm kind of panicking right now. The helpless panic I hate the most. You know, when you feel overwhelmed with all the school work that must be accomplished, yet have no means - or time - to do it all now.
Those at the top of my list right now are: my econ homework (for tuesday), pre-lab (due tomorrow, nearly finished), psych long test # 1 (thursday) and theo readings (i am waaay behind). Then again there are the TWO post labs due next week, plus another pre-lab of course. Then there's my first Theo paper due in two weeks. And then the psych proposal, as well as SA paper... Aaaah!
It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have TRAINING TILL 10PM EVERY single DAY (till 9 or 9:30 if I get lucky). SATURDAYs included. And if there weren't any SUNDAY basketball games which I have to be present at. Oh and did I mention the pompoms I have to make this week?
And the thing is, I have a feeling it's going to get worse. (Oh my god I can't believe it but) I'm part of the UAAP lineup - as in one of the 25 who will compete in the UAAP cheerdance competition on September 7th. And training for comp is always much longer, much more brutal than those who don't compete. *hyperventilate*
I need more time.
Seriously. Even though I've been doing this for six years - the whole balancing dancing and studies - I don't think I've ever felt this swamped. Oh god help me.
I'm kind of panicking right now. The helpless panic I hate the most. You know, when you feel overwhelmed with all the school work that must be accomplished, yet have no means - or time - to do it all now.
Those at the top of my list right now are: my econ homework (for tuesday), pre-lab (due tomorrow, nearly finished), psych long test # 1 (thursday) and theo readings (i am waaay behind). Then again there are the TWO post labs due next week, plus another pre-lab of course. Then there's my first Theo paper due in two weeks. And then the psych proposal, as well as SA paper... Aaaah!
It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have TRAINING TILL 10PM EVERY single DAY (till 9 or 9:30 if I get lucky). SATURDAYs included. And if there weren't any SUNDAY basketball games which I have to be present at. Oh and did I mention the pompoms I have to make this week?
And the thing is, I have a feeling it's going to get worse. (Oh my god I can't believe it but) I'm part of the UAAP lineup - as in one of the 25 who will compete in the UAAP cheerdance competition on September 7th. And training for comp is always much longer, much more brutal than those who don't compete. *hyperventilate*
I need more time.
Seriously. Even though I've been doing this for six years - the whole balancing dancing and studies - I don't think I've ever felt this swamped. Oh god help me.