Yuwie blog posts
I've been posting my blogs on Yuwie of late, so I thought I'd post them here so that you could see what's been going on. One mainly belongs in the context of Yuwie, so keep that in mind.
By the way, Yuwie is a really fantastic networking site, if anyone is interested. They even pay you if you keep it up enough! Here's my referral link: http://r.yuwie.com/sonoftheright
And now, on with the posts.
First post:
Hello all who view my profile.
Today is a red (being bad) letter day. I appear to have lost my best friend, my dreams seem to have fallen to ash and dust, and all that remains is a cold hardness inside that I cannot squirm out of. I'll probably be fixing both of these things over the next few months, since they are serious issues and I cannot function without their resolution.
On another note, my art has stopped, my writing has come to a dead halt, and I cannot go forward. I've lost my appetite and I'm not all that excited about Nativity at this point. I have no spiritual life at this point outside of scrambling to repent and finding that I just need to buckle down and re-evaluate my life.
I suppose I'm somewhere near my end, but I can't be sure because I can't feel much of anything right now.
I need to get out of here.
Second post:
Thoughts on Yuwie:
I'm liking the layout quite a lot. It's a lot more user-friendly than Myspace and Facebook are. It's a lot simpler as well. There are a few small functionality things that I would like to add, but for the most part this place is quite satisfactory.
Tonight I went to Vigil for the first time in a while. I miss church... and yet I find that I'm not ready to confess again. I'll find my way there I suppose.
The fires inside are beginning to burn again. I'm listening to the old music and I'll probably be reading the old stories for inspiration once more. If only the environment were a little more inspiring, I might be able to climb completely out of this hole that is driving me so mad. I guess I'll get there eventually.
Right now I'm listening to music from the Invisibles. It's rather good. Included in the mix: Caterwaul by And They Will Know Us By the Trail of Dead, I Will Follow You Into the Dark by Deathcab for Cutie, Perfect Memory by Remy Zero, Open Your Eyes by Snow Patrol, and Wolf Like Me by TV on the Radio. Good stuff.
I'll probably head off to bed pretty soon. G'night Yuwie! :)
Third post:
Well, having returned from a 3 and a half hour service I told myself that it would be a good idea to start making battered fish and potatoes. What more could I want than greasy pants, floury hands, spattering oil, and more standing? Now, having finished an entire casserole-pan full of battered fish, I'm even more beat than the complete beatedness with which I had walked through my front door. Hopefully it tastes good enough to redeem the fatigue that I'm feeling right now.
Anyway, it's Nativity Eve and I'll probably be dragged to church again tonight where I'll fall asleep standing. I've never had quite as much of an urge to just fall asleep indefinitely. Not that it would solve problems, but rather it would probably help me find ways to get past them.
Anyways, I'll probably post again tomorrow when something real has happened.
There they are. I may write later. Who knows.
By the way, Yuwie is a really fantastic networking site, if anyone is interested. They even pay you if you keep it up enough! Here's my referral link: http://r.yuwie.com/sonoftheright
And now, on with the posts.
First post:
Hello all who view my profile.
Today is a red (being bad) letter day. I appear to have lost my best friend, my dreams seem to have fallen to ash and dust, and all that remains is a cold hardness inside that I cannot squirm out of. I'll probably be fixing both of these things over the next few months, since they are serious issues and I cannot function without their resolution.
On another note, my art has stopped, my writing has come to a dead halt, and I cannot go forward. I've lost my appetite and I'm not all that excited about Nativity at this point. I have no spiritual life at this point outside of scrambling to repent and finding that I just need to buckle down and re-evaluate my life.
I suppose I'm somewhere near my end, but I can't be sure because I can't feel much of anything right now.
I need to get out of here.
Second post:
Thoughts on Yuwie:
I'm liking the layout quite a lot. It's a lot more user-friendly than Myspace and Facebook are. It's a lot simpler as well. There are a few small functionality things that I would like to add, but for the most part this place is quite satisfactory.
Tonight I went to Vigil for the first time in a while. I miss church... and yet I find that I'm not ready to confess again. I'll find my way there I suppose.
The fires inside are beginning to burn again. I'm listening to the old music and I'll probably be reading the old stories for inspiration once more. If only the environment were a little more inspiring, I might be able to climb completely out of this hole that is driving me so mad. I guess I'll get there eventually.
Right now I'm listening to music from the Invisibles. It's rather good. Included in the mix: Caterwaul by And They Will Know Us By the Trail of Dead, I Will Follow You Into the Dark by Deathcab for Cutie, Perfect Memory by Remy Zero, Open Your Eyes by Snow Patrol, and Wolf Like Me by TV on the Radio. Good stuff.
I'll probably head off to bed pretty soon. G'night Yuwie! :)
Third post:
Well, having returned from a 3 and a half hour service I told myself that it would be a good idea to start making battered fish and potatoes. What more could I want than greasy pants, floury hands, spattering oil, and more standing? Now, having finished an entire casserole-pan full of battered fish, I'm even more beat than the complete beatedness with which I had walked through my front door. Hopefully it tastes good enough to redeem the fatigue that I'm feeling right now.
Anyway, it's Nativity Eve and I'll probably be dragged to church again tonight where I'll fall asleep standing. I've never had quite as much of an urge to just fall asleep indefinitely. Not that it would solve problems, but rather it would probably help me find ways to get past them.
Anyways, I'll probably post again tomorrow when something real has happened.
There they are. I may write later. Who knows.