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Oct 10, 2004 23:19

Ok.. I suppose i'll tell you the past week, so I can get it out. and everyone understands what happened.

Shannon left me, as of, her birthday, October 4th. The reason... "I've hurt you too badly, I don't want to hurt you again." Ok. a day later I find out she likes Victor. So, I ask some girl out to try and get over her. I ended up saying, forget it. I want shannon. Eventually, shannon said.. "I love you, I want you back, i'll do anything to prove my love" Ok. I asked for her to ditch him, and go back out with me. She said this would be done. That night, I found out she kissed him. I said, alright, that's fine. Just don't let it happen again. Today, I find out she was with him at some party, and they kissed. etc. After she told me she wanted me back, and promised a future. Ok, I was pissed. Then I was like, well, so long as nothing big happened. Later, I found out she fucked the guy 2-3 days ago. Alright. That did it, Obviously she's just lustful, and I have no reason to be with this girl. The reason she left me? She couldn't come to homecoming with me, and get what she wanted from me. So, she left me, went out with asshole, fucked him, and didn't give a shit when I said the final goodbyes... Her words, "Go kill yourself"

She acted so real... but it was so fake... Just.. lies.. and nothing more.

Alright. That's my life in a week. *yawns* hurts, but. you know what, I don't care. I'll get over it. and my new life will begin.... And hopefully someone real, will come... someday..

This is what I get for being a real boyfriend I guess.
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