I will go in this way, and find my own way out
hung out with melissa and my cousin amy all night and got drunk off of dirty martinis...fun fun fun. and tomorrow I'm going to jobs for chicken curry. so, all in all, things are going quite well. I should really be getting to sleep, but I've been having some trouble with that lately.
anyway, it was just a really good night. this is why its good to be near my family...it may be crazy, the levels of support may vary widely, but in the end, I gett to have nights like this with my sister and my cousin - two people who, no matter what happens, will always be there. they will always always be in my life...and I don't know, there is some sort of value to that, to people who cannot go away.
also, i bought this blue cotton sweater which I can take apart for the yarn and knit lucky from stitch and bitch with. and it was only a dollar and seven cents. I was very impressed with myself. if I knew it was so cheap I would have bought a couple more to take apart.
I also watched super size me last night and I am actually never eating mcdonalds again. Not that I have for...months, at least. but now its definitley a rule, more so than being vegetarian. I've decided while I'm home that I'm going from being vegetarian to trying not to eat meat...its much harder at home, and no matter what you do, you're taking life just by living. who am I to say that a cow is worth more than the dozens of foxes that are killed harvesting a field of wheat? or the millions of insects killed unnecessarily through chemical pesticides? I don't know, its confusing.
watched the season finale of ER, after realizing that alhtough jeremy and I taped it, jeremy has the tape, and that does not help me. I miss that boy, a lot.
I really need to be getting to bed. but today was a very good day.
love and love.
anyway, it was just a really good night. this is why its good to be near my family...it may be crazy, the levels of support may vary widely, but in the end, I gett to have nights like this with my sister and my cousin - two people who, no matter what happens, will always be there. they will always always be in my life...and I don't know, there is some sort of value to that, to people who cannot go away.
also, i bought this blue cotton sweater which I can take apart for the yarn and knit lucky from stitch and bitch with. and it was only a dollar and seven cents. I was very impressed with myself. if I knew it was so cheap I would have bought a couple more to take apart.
I also watched super size me last night and I am actually never eating mcdonalds again. Not that I have for...months, at least. but now its definitley a rule, more so than being vegetarian. I've decided while I'm home that I'm going from being vegetarian to trying not to eat meat...its much harder at home, and no matter what you do, you're taking life just by living. who am I to say that a cow is worth more than the dozens of foxes that are killed harvesting a field of wheat? or the millions of insects killed unnecessarily through chemical pesticides? I don't know, its confusing.
watched the season finale of ER, after realizing that alhtough jeremy and I taped it, jeremy has the tape, and that does not help me. I miss that boy, a lot.
I really need to be getting to bed. but today was a very good day.
love and love.