its been a while
its been years since Ive logged in here, it helped a lot in the past so im going to try this once again
There is only one person other than my self, i love her deeply and her advice has always helped me in the past.
my connection with here has always been different than any one else. it might have started romantically but changed
into something much much more and different, she will always be in my thoughts tell the day i die, no matter how long
its been since we last spoke. I have found recently its good to express how you feel about the people in your life,
alot has changed, Life has become almost unbar-able, i lost my job first i got bored but i had money to live all so all ways good
then i broke a tooth and had to have it pulled, i fell behind on my bills, then my car broke down, i made a horrible mistake and turned to old habits that cost me a lot financially, and got my car fixed, so i now have fallen further behind, im hooked on painkillers again, i start dating my ex again she paid me back so i got a little ahead, then she tells me 13 months after her daughter is born that i might be the father, i went into horrible downward spiral my habit got worse, my car broke down, i beat my addiction, 3 weeks clean, but im far behind on bills, and now have no car. no job and depressed, i sleep all day , im having real trouble copping.
There is only one person other than my self, i love her deeply and her advice has always helped me in the past.
my connection with here has always been different than any one else. it might have started romantically but changed
into something much much more and different, she will always be in my thoughts tell the day i die, no matter how long
its been since we last spoke. I have found recently its good to express how you feel about the people in your life,
alot has changed, Life has become almost unbar-able, i lost my job first i got bored but i had money to live all so all ways good
then i broke a tooth and had to have it pulled, i fell behind on my bills, then my car broke down, i made a horrible mistake and turned to old habits that cost me a lot financially, and got my car fixed, so i now have fallen further behind, im hooked on painkillers again, i start dating my ex again she paid me back so i got a little ahead, then she tells me 13 months after her daughter is born that i might be the father, i went into horrible downward spiral my habit got worse, my car broke down, i beat my addiction, 3 weeks clean, but im far behind on bills, and now have no car. no job and depressed, i sleep all day , im having real trouble copping.