so i'll warn you now, i wrote this while drunk
so i figere. i will never have anyone. even ghe losremporant and guys at work donb't wawnt me. i've compromised too mcuhc. i didn't se what was important and now i've compromised too much and even the loser at work doesn;t wan t me. i dont't knwowhat to do to fix ,. myslef. i ndob't understa d what's wrong with me. whyu i won't let anyone love me, and those i allow to love me don't. god even if it's ehat's bwest for thme they don't love me. i just wnat someone. s ome one who appereciaties me.but who wants me to love. i don't kn ow w hoe i am. oh god. i should quit everthying and find out hwo i am. and find someone who loves me.