Dec 28, 2004 16:20
TOday i got in a huge fight with my sister and it realy hurt she brought up shit she should of no.. she said that i did not know how it felt to see my cuz cry ( he a mocho man he dont cry) but she forgot that i had to watch my dad and cuz cry when my dad allmost killed my uncle cuz he went to hit me.... if it wernt of my cuz my uncle would of been in the hospitel or even dead..
then she brouth up the fact that her room mate movied out and she crys cuz that.. WELL i dont think she knows what its like crying over someone who is not gone yet.. at lest she can see jay agen when sonny gose back ill probly never see him agen.. and just that thought of that.. for me at lest it she worst thing in the world.. i never wanted to get so close to him but i did .. he makes me feel like im worth somthing.. like im .. i.. I mean somthing in this world i am not just anuther namless number in the world.. and most of all he makes me feel like no matter what i do he will always love me and 99% of the time my parents dont even make me feel like that...
i got to go.. i dotn want my mom or neice to see this ...
love u all
Kacey