should i///
lattly i have sate and pondered what i should do ..for most that read this u will know of whome i speek..
some one i am close to, that i have grown to trust.. i fear i need tp part with..one of my freinds i met on Livejournal..lunabellablu wrote somthing that hit me and made me think.
To stop this madness i am in and begin to let my mind know life agen .. or hide in somones armes untill he leaves me for wich i am afraid he will never speek to me agen!
from the day i met him i hid in his stron arms..he protected me and sheltered me.. i do not want to give this up but i must if just one day i find he is not there! for just thinking i know one morning i will role over and know that he is not there anymoer.. that dose not bother me but i was told he never would talk to me agen or try to get get ahold of me and that i could nto take ..
till then i debate.. trust in him and his love... or falll in to the hands of evil and go back to the shadows of life..
for now i will stick to him.. for he is all that keeps me sain in the fu**ed up world..
some one i am close to, that i have grown to trust.. i fear i need tp part with..one of my freinds i met on Livejournal..lunabellablu wrote somthing that hit me and made me think.
To stop this madness i am in and begin to let my mind know life agen .. or hide in somones armes untill he leaves me for wich i am afraid he will never speek to me agen!
from the day i met him i hid in his stron arms..he protected me and sheltered me.. i do not want to give this up but i must if just one day i find he is not there! for just thinking i know one morning i will role over and know that he is not there anymoer.. that dose not bother me but i was told he never would talk to me agen or try to get get ahold of me and that i could nto take ..
till then i debate.. trust in him and his love... or falll in to the hands of evil and go back to the shadows of life..
for now i will stick to him.. for he is all that keeps me sain in the fu**ed up world..