grrr...stuped

[sonnydeath]

Why do people lie when they want your trust. I know that Ashly did not try to hurt me but it hurt that she lied and just did not come out and tell me the truth.. what she think i was giong to kill her if she went to a movie with sonny NO!
All she had to say is that she had prier plans and not lie to me about them..Im not mad at her ... she just mad me want to cry yes i know that is a stuped reason to cry but i wanted to trust her buy now i find it hard! For me trust is one of the most hardest things for me to do.. and i did trust her... but now i dont with me u get all or nun..
for that reason is why i only trust sonny and sandra they to my knowlege hhave never lied to me... and i think that is what true trust is even when the truth hurts u have to tell them/// as my past expereanse have tought me.. tuff love u may be mad at them but then u find out its for the best...
ON other words.. i feel like shit and i just cant wait to go back to elsies cuz she will make mee feel better by leting me barrow some of her old men.. yeah.. the i can also give sonny back his hat i stole... lol
bummer no more ear warrmer..
well got to go
love
Kacey