the bitter pill yet undiscovered.
i had a good weekened.
friday i went to the show with buddy. i saw some people there. the bands werent anything to write home about though. afterwards we went to starbucks, and then the dixhills diner to get food, which was followed by some driving and parking. it was nice.
saturday i took like 12 hours to get ready, and once i was kris picked me up and we went to the mall and bought eachother underwear. they're hot. we stopped at quizno's and saw tym. then we went back to kris' and he put on his underwear in front of me, except i didnt watch, i shouldve though.hahaa :\ we tried to watch lost in translation but we suck, so we left. and went to target, and called people but no one was really around. then we stopped by starbucks and hung out there for a little while. kris left, and i hung out with buddy at my house. we took a nap, and my dad thought we were having sex or something. it was gay. whatever.
blalbalba yesterday i had work and hung out with buddy at night. i tried to work on my termpaper during the day, but i fucking suck and fell asleep everytime i tried. i dunno.
tonite was the NAHS thing. i had to work on my painting in the lobby. there wasnt any point of me going because no one even came over to where caitlin and i were. it was a waste. sometimes i wish i had done more in school. oh well.
i still need to apply to college. and find another job.
im turning 18 in a month. and i still dont know what im doing.
i started to panic tonite, but calmed myself down.
LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: buddy
Saw you cry: i dunno.
Made you cry: myself.
Spent the night at your house: caitlin, josh, will?
You shared a drink with: buddy
You went to the movies with: buddy?
You went to the mall with: kris
Yelled at you: myself
Sent you an e-mail: megan sent me a myspace friends request.
You kissed: buddy
HAVE YOU EVER....
Said "I love you" and meant it?: and meant it? yes.
Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: yeah
Been to New York?: naaaah
Been to Florida?: yes
California?: no
Hawaii?: no, aparently im going in three years though.
Mexico?: no
China?: nope.
Canada?: yeah
Danced naked?: i dont dance
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: kinda sorta
Wish you were the opposite sex?: sometimes
Had an imaginary friend?: probably
RANDOM
Red or blue?: mm both
Spring or fall?: spring
Last noise you heard?: the tv and music.
Last time you went out of the state: tuesday, for bright eyes
Things you like in a girl?: a fat ass
Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
What book are you reading now?: fucking lolita.
Worst feeling in the world: no
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: allllrghfsd
How many rings before you answer?: 1
Future daughter's name: no
Future son's name: kids.
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: get paid for doing nothing.
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: righty.
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: uh sure?
What's under your bed: oh lots of stuff. oh wait that's right, my parents cleaned my entire fucking room.
Current Age: 17
Siblings: ry, zack, delaney, zoey
Location: east northport
Piercings: negative.
boyfriend: yess
THE EXTRA STUFF...
Do you do drugs?: not recently
Do you drink?: mhm
Who is your best friend?: caitlin
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: dove, and treseme, however its spelt.
What are you most scared of?: people
What clothes do you sleep in?: shai hulud/jawbreaker hoodie, sweatpants
Who is the last person who called you?: no one calls me
Where do you want to get married?: no where
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? to be more outgoing, i want to be smart and pretty, i dont want to be a lazy fuck anymore.
Who do you really hate?: no one
Favorite number: 4
Been In Love?: no
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: toyota camery LE
Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely for the most part
Do You Have A Job: yes
Do You Like Being Around People: yeah for the most part.
Are you for world peace: nah
Are you a health freak: hahaha no.
STUFF...
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yup.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yup.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: nopppe.
Ever Liked a boy Friend: a friend that is a boy? yeah
Are You Lonely Right Now: i dont know
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: i dont care.
Do You Want To Get Married: not really right now.
Do You Want Kids: no
FAVORITE...
Room In house: mine
Song: all of them
Memory: a bunch
Day Of The Week: i like sundays
Color: vibrant
Month: nah
Season: all of them
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
Cried: no
Bought Something: food
Gotten Sick: no
Sang: yeah
Said I Love You: yeah
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yeah
Met Someone New: britney barron?
Moved On: dwell.
Talked To Someone: yeah
Had A Serious Talk: umm i dunno
Missed Someone: yes
Hugged Someone: yes
Kissed Someone: yes
Fought With Your Parents: most likely.
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
Had a lot of sleep: no.
the end.
friday i went to the show with buddy. i saw some people there. the bands werent anything to write home about though. afterwards we went to starbucks, and then the dixhills diner to get food, which was followed by some driving and parking. it was nice.
saturday i took like 12 hours to get ready, and once i was kris picked me up and we went to the mall and bought eachother underwear. they're hot. we stopped at quizno's and saw tym. then we went back to kris' and he put on his underwear in front of me, except i didnt watch, i shouldve though.hahaa :\ we tried to watch lost in translation but we suck, so we left. and went to target, and called people but no one was really around. then we stopped by starbucks and hung out there for a little while. kris left, and i hung out with buddy at my house. we took a nap, and my dad thought we were having sex or something. it was gay. whatever.
blalbalba yesterday i had work and hung out with buddy at night. i tried to work on my termpaper during the day, but i fucking suck and fell asleep everytime i tried. i dunno.
tonite was the NAHS thing. i had to work on my painting in the lobby. there wasnt any point of me going because no one even came over to where caitlin and i were. it was a waste. sometimes i wish i had done more in school. oh well.
i still need to apply to college. and find another job.
im turning 18 in a month. and i still dont know what im doing.
i started to panic tonite, but calmed myself down.
LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: buddy
Saw you cry: i dunno.
Made you cry: myself.
Spent the night at your house: caitlin, josh, will?
You shared a drink with: buddy
You went to the movies with: buddy?
You went to the mall with: kris
Yelled at you: myself
Sent you an e-mail: megan sent me a myspace friends request.
You kissed: buddy
HAVE YOU EVER....
Said "I love you" and meant it?: and meant it? yes.
Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: yeah
Been to New York?: naaaah
Been to Florida?: yes
California?: no
Hawaii?: no, aparently im going in three years though.
Mexico?: no
China?: nope.
Canada?: yeah
Danced naked?: i dont dance
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: kinda sorta
Wish you were the opposite sex?: sometimes
Had an imaginary friend?: probably
RANDOM
Red or blue?: mm both
Spring or fall?: spring
Last noise you heard?: the tv and music.
Last time you went out of the state: tuesday, for bright eyes
Things you like in a girl?: a fat ass
Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
What book are you reading now?: fucking lolita.
Worst feeling in the world: no
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: allllrghfsd
How many rings before you answer?: 1
Future daughter's name: no
Future son's name: kids.
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: get paid for doing nothing.
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: righty.
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: uh sure?
What's under your bed: oh lots of stuff. oh wait that's right, my parents cleaned my entire fucking room.
Current Age: 17
Siblings: ry, zack, delaney, zoey
Location: east northport
Piercings: negative.
boyfriend: yess
THE EXTRA STUFF...
Do you do drugs?: not recently
Do you drink?: mhm
Who is your best friend?: caitlin
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: dove, and treseme, however its spelt.
What are you most scared of?: people
What clothes do you sleep in?: shai hulud/jawbreaker hoodie, sweatpants
Who is the last person who called you?: no one calls me
Where do you want to get married?: no where
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? to be more outgoing, i want to be smart and pretty, i dont want to be a lazy fuck anymore.
Who do you really hate?: no one
Favorite number: 4
Been In Love?: no
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: toyota camery LE
Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely for the most part
Do You Have A Job: yes
Do You Like Being Around People: yeah for the most part.
Are you for world peace: nah
Are you a health freak: hahaha no.
STUFF...
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yup.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yup.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: nopppe.
Ever Liked a boy Friend: a friend that is a boy? yeah
Are You Lonely Right Now: i dont know
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: i dont care.
Do You Want To Get Married: not really right now.
Do You Want Kids: no
FAVORITE...
Room In house: mine
Song: all of them
Memory: a bunch
Day Of The Week: i like sundays
Color: vibrant
Month: nah
Season: all of them
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
Cried: no
Bought Something: food
Gotten Sick: no
Sang: yeah
Said I Love You: yeah
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yeah
Met Someone New: britney barron?
Moved On: dwell.
Talked To Someone: yeah
Had A Serious Talk: umm i dunno
Missed Someone: yes
Hugged Someone: yes
Kissed Someone: yes
Fought With Your Parents: most likely.
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
Had a lot of sleep: no.
the end.