May 16, 2006 11:50
I hate the fact that I'm not part of your life anymore.
And I hate it even more that you wouldn't mind seeing me die.
I don't hate my current existence, but there are so many things that could make it so much better.
Should I settle for the way things are now, or should I strive to change them, possibly making them better? Or worse?
It's the making them worse part that leaves me standing still.