Huh
So yeah I talked to Captain Carter himself today on AIM. I kind of wanted to for a while simply because a lot of times when I talk to these people on AIM, they turn out to be not so bad people. And really I haven't thought poorly of Carter in a while but back when he was calling me retarded an posting my suicide threat... well I didn't think that highly of him then =P
He said something kind of nice to me actually. He said, "I don't care about you *pause* and I mean that in a not mean way."
I explained to him why I choose to befriend those who I befriended cause he wanted to know... cause I'm not that bad any more or something.
It's weird, I think I matured late. I really do. Growing up I had no friends and basically no life (as opposed to now >_>) so when I reached like 18 or whatever I didn't want to accept that my childhood was over because it was so wasted. So it's like I didn't start seeing certain things until now, which is almost 10 years late. I'll still watch cartoons and have my One Piece site but I do have a different perspective now... and I like it. I wish I had it a long time ago. I've gained a lot more respect too by being more reasonable lately. I still fly off the handle sometimes but old habits die hard. It's like once every few months instead of every other week. =P I guess growing up isn't so bad.
He said something kind of nice to me actually. He said, "I don't care about you *pause* and I mean that in a not mean way."
I explained to him why I choose to befriend those who I befriended cause he wanted to know... cause I'm not that bad any more or something.
It's weird, I think I matured late. I really do. Growing up I had no friends and basically no life (as opposed to now >_>) so when I reached like 18 or whatever I didn't want to accept that my childhood was over because it was so wasted. So it's like I didn't start seeing certain things until now, which is almost 10 years late. I'll still watch cartoons and have my One Piece site but I do have a different perspective now... and I like it. I wish I had it a long time ago. I've gained a lot more respect too by being more reasonable lately. I still fly off the handle sometimes but old habits die hard. It's like once every few months instead of every other week. =P I guess growing up isn't so bad.