if i disapeared tommorow....would anyone really notice i was even here
have you ever found yourself at a cross roads, an impass that both ways look equally dark and equally like the wrong road. what do you do? there is no going back, there is no making things right. so here you sit in the middle of the road waiting for someone to tell you what to do.
my life up to this point has been one stupid mistake after another. the people closest to me never really getting in, and only seeing the vague mirror images of myself that i show them. what do you do when you realise everything in your life is an over done smoke and mirrors show, where your constantly running away from what and who you are.
i used to think when i grew up everything would magicly make themselves right, and yet once again here i sit contemplating the mess i have made my life.
when i ask myself what i want, i mean really want out of life, the only thing i can think is i want is all to disapear, everything to go back to how it was when your a kid and your mother/father tucks you in and turns on the night light and everything is ok because they are there watching out for you.
well i'm 23 years old and my nightlight is still on and yet here i am sitting alone in the dark again...
my life up to this point has been one stupid mistake after another. the people closest to me never really getting in, and only seeing the vague mirror images of myself that i show them. what do you do when you realise everything in your life is an over done smoke and mirrors show, where your constantly running away from what and who you are.
i used to think when i grew up everything would magicly make themselves right, and yet once again here i sit contemplating the mess i have made my life.
when i ask myself what i want, i mean really want out of life, the only thing i can think is i want is all to disapear, everything to go back to how it was when your a kid and your mother/father tucks you in and turns on the night light and everything is ok because they are there watching out for you.
well i'm 23 years old and my nightlight is still on and yet here i am sitting alone in the dark again...