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what is my focus here as of lately? right now i need to be staying true to myself. are these people really my friends if i can't open up and be myself around them? are they truly my friends if i have to change, conform myself so that i don't offend them or hurt their feelings? i am who i am. things in my life have made me what i am. the good stuff and the bad stuff. i am not going to do another one of those long entried about everything that i should fix about myself. i know what they are, God knows what they are, and most of you probably know what they are. where am i going with this? initially, this is what i am getting at...i figure that i could just go ahead and come out with it rather than go into detail...so, here it is:
should i go to CJ's party? i know, you are thinking that this is something really dumb to be worrying about, but you couldn't be more wrong. after all that happened a few days ago, i am not so sure that me and him are okay, that me and andy are okay (well, i know we aren't okay), and that me and amber are okay. i wish that i could just let my guard down and show them who i really am. but, hey, i guess i should start somewhere...
anyone have any bright ideas?
should i go to CJ's party? i know, you are thinking that this is something really dumb to be worrying about, but you couldn't be more wrong. after all that happened a few days ago, i am not so sure that me and him are okay, that me and andy are okay (well, i know we aren't okay), and that me and amber are okay. i wish that i could just let my guard down and show them who i really am. but, hey, i guess i should start somewhere...
anyone have any bright ideas?