May 27, 2005 22:48
i wish that some people could be more respectful of their friends. some of us try really hard to get close to people that they haven't known all of their lives...okay...scratch that!! i am gonna flat out say it!!...
i am trying really hard to get close to new people and i am trying pretty hard to be friends with them. but, i feel like i am getting a very small effort in return. they all know each other...they did perfectly fine without me and do horribly with me...i guess i have messed everything up. i make an huge effort to repect people...or i used to. i have gotten to that point where i need to live by the things i believe. i have repeativly told one of my friends worry stop worrying about everyon else's feeling and worry about how it is effecting you. i mean, i keep putting myself out there only to get stomped on. who am i to mess up a good thing?
nothing rude please...