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things are crazy.
like how kat just sent me an entire cd in a matter of minutes.
over quite a bit of miles.
and freeway interchanges.
and angry traffic.
i still remember putting my first cd in my first cd player.
mc hammer.
dancing on my bed.
and no, i couldn't be touched.
the other day i watched this tv show
about a man who nurses injured
and neglected turtles
back to health.
he would recreate a little enviroment in his garden
just the way they like it.
i thought about how much he does
for these little fellas.
and how most people don't even treat
family members that well.
things are weird.
like words.
and worms.
and whoever invented the word 'worm.'
i thought about getting shot the other day too.
and how
our bodies are so intricate.
more than minds can comprehend.
well, at least more than mine can.
it's like a universe on a miniature scale.
which to me makes it more difficult.
but somehow it's all there.
together.
and it works pretty well,
when i don't get too much in the way.
all these vessels and mitochondria and organs
other words that i left in biology class.
all working on the same page with
the smallest room for error.
and how a bullet.
with nothing
magical
nothing extraordinary about it.
just a stupid piece of mass
produced metal
can mess it all up.
things are crazy.
& things are weird.
&sometimes i don't get it.
&&&sometimes i wish i knew a better word than 'beautiful.'
like how kat just sent me an entire cd in a matter of minutes.
over quite a bit of miles.
and freeway interchanges.
and angry traffic.
i still remember putting my first cd in my first cd player.
mc hammer.
dancing on my bed.
and no, i couldn't be touched.
the other day i watched this tv show
about a man who nurses injured
and neglected turtles
back to health.
he would recreate a little enviroment in his garden
just the way they like it.
i thought about how much he does
for these little fellas.
and how most people don't even treat
family members that well.
things are weird.
like words.
and worms.
and whoever invented the word 'worm.'
i thought about getting shot the other day too.
and how
our bodies are so intricate.
more than minds can comprehend.
well, at least more than mine can.
it's like a universe on a miniature scale.
which to me makes it more difficult.
but somehow it's all there.
together.
and it works pretty well,
when i don't get too much in the way.
all these vessels and mitochondria and organs
other words that i left in biology class.
all working on the same page with
the smallest room for error.
and how a bullet.
with nothing
magical
nothing extraordinary about it.
just a stupid piece of mass
produced metal
can mess it all up.
things are crazy.
& things are weird.
&sometimes i don't get it.
&&&sometimes i wish i knew a better word than 'beautiful.'