Dec 11, 2006 14:38
i tried.
I really don't know what else to say.
im fucked up. i get that.
I'm so disgusted with myself that i literally feel physically sick.
Im truly am sorry and i can't even imagine how hurt you must be.
I tried explaining myself,you don't believe me, and you don't forgive me.
I get that. and believe it or not i understand. I would be doing the same if not worst. This is unforgivable.
but i want you to know that NOT by ANY means was this intentional.
all i can say is that im sorry.
I can only hope we can put this behind us. But im not gonna count on it.