today was a rollercoaster
I have to get it off my chest- I must say that I defiantly was not as good as I thought I would be tonight- sorry guys- I am not taking your advice- I know full well what I am getting myself into and the likely consequences that will come- it might be bad- and I know you will all say that you told me not to do it- but I just…I don’t want to miss my opportunity- I can’t just let him be- I can’t not be with him while I have the chance to- there might not be another chance- so really I am taking some of your advice- live and be happy today and don’t think about tomorrow- so I am- speaking of which, tomorrow should be damn interesting- I get to spend time with paul tomorrow night- like I said- you can never have enough boys- ha! I am reverting
I was dog sick this morning and I don’t know why- it started two nights ago with my stomach and then today it was a fever- but it is gone now- and my stomach doesn’t hurt AT ALL- which is wonderful because I have too much to do this week to be sick
Court: sorry I didn’t call you back- it is late- though I have some very juicy news to tell you- and I did get your message today- but it didn’t show that I got it until after you told me- sometimes I just get messages really slow and I don’t know why
“I love my friends, cause me friends are so nice to me”
Claire you are great- and no, I am not talking about myself
Well I am fucking wired- I just spent an hour outside in the cold and I am now defrosting- trying to think of other things- damn my one track mind
I’ll just think of bunnies
But then that makes me think of Swingers and the part about the helpless bunnies and I am right back to where I started
Reminder: you don’t like him- tell yourself daily- too bad that is bullshit because he is your friend- and how can you not genuinely like your friend?
I was dog sick this morning and I don’t know why- it started two nights ago with my stomach and then today it was a fever- but it is gone now- and my stomach doesn’t hurt AT ALL- which is wonderful because I have too much to do this week to be sick
Court: sorry I didn’t call you back- it is late- though I have some very juicy news to tell you- and I did get your message today- but it didn’t show that I got it until after you told me- sometimes I just get messages really slow and I don’t know why
“I love my friends, cause me friends are so nice to me”
Claire you are great- and no, I am not talking about myself
Well I am fucking wired- I just spent an hour outside in the cold and I am now defrosting- trying to think of other things- damn my one track mind
I’ll just think of bunnies
But then that makes me think of Swingers and the part about the helpless bunnies and I am right back to where I started
Reminder: you don’t like him- tell yourself daily- too bad that is bullshit because he is your friend- and how can you not genuinely like your friend?