trying to get a grasp of things
i wish i could live in radiohead's music- it is just amazing and always helps me be myself in the whirlpool of chaos
last night was a late night- didn't really sleep- uncomfortable- but that is how mike's always is- i made it home in time- perfectly
I hope I don’t cough any more today
My head is numb- I am tired and I have tons to do- this week is looking up though- now that Claire and co are gone- now I only have to coordinate my schedule with cout’s and my parents of course- it is just less complicated that way
I miss my room in Nashville- my green, chill lights- my stereo- since I don’t have one here- just my computer that is about to die-
Time is short- hopefully I will start Joshua today- the novel- not the book
I don’t know how to describe how I feel- not good if I want to write- I don’t know if that is even going to happen anymore- I will add the minor, yes, but I don’t know- I just DON’T KNOW ANYTHING- about myself? I am learning more everyday- I wish I could get to know another person a little more everyday and them actually be interested in me as well
Whatever- I have a great life
What more could I ask for
Undeserving anyway
Nap
last night was a late night- didn't really sleep- uncomfortable- but that is how mike's always is- i made it home in time- perfectly
I hope I don’t cough any more today
My head is numb- I am tired and I have tons to do- this week is looking up though- now that Claire and co are gone- now I only have to coordinate my schedule with cout’s and my parents of course- it is just less complicated that way
I miss my room in Nashville- my green, chill lights- my stereo- since I don’t have one here- just my computer that is about to die-
Time is short- hopefully I will start Joshua today- the novel- not the book
I don’t know how to describe how I feel- not good if I want to write- I don’t know if that is even going to happen anymore- I will add the minor, yes, but I don’t know- I just DON’T KNOW ANYTHING- about myself? I am learning more everyday- I wish I could get to know another person a little more everyday and them actually be interested in me as well
Whatever- I have a great life
What more could I ask for
Undeserving anyway
Nap