it is late
I know- but I am awake and I don't have much to do tomorrow- I’m happy, generally- I think I am just tired now- but I want to write for whatever reason- I just finished watching the heathers, I think it was called, with Paul- weird movie- but I think I liked it- I liked kissing him better though- I know- I probably shouldn't say stuff like that on this- but I don't care anymore- it's not like a whole hell of a lot of people didn't see us "working it out" at the party Saturday anyway- he called me of his own free will- I told him I would call and he called me- I was really happy at that point of today
I got everything done- I don't feel sleep deprived- I think all the endorphins are keeping me going- I really should be behind on sleep, considering Saturday- hmmm…..my mind will wander- uncharacteristic? “Obviously I don’t do that a lot” I would hope so
my room is hot- for no reason- the window has been open all day letting the cool breeze and the smell of rain in- but it seems to have done no good-it’s not me- it’s my damn roommate who, when it is hot and she admittedly says so, refuses to open the window or the door to make it cooler- why? I don’t fucking know
It really isn’t bad- I don’t care- I didn’t wear my watch today- that hasn’t happened in a while- I didn’t even notice that I didn’t have it on until tonight- the reason I mention it is because I am usually really scheduled and am constantly looking at my watch- when I don’t have it I FREAK OUT- but not today- today it didn’t matter- today I didn’t notice- something has changed about me- “INCONCEIVABLE!!!” the Princess Bride for those who didn’t catch it
Goodnight my hungry souls- may your head rest in dreams
I got everything done- I don't feel sleep deprived- I think all the endorphins are keeping me going- I really should be behind on sleep, considering Saturday- hmmm…..my mind will wander- uncharacteristic? “Obviously I don’t do that a lot” I would hope so
my room is hot- for no reason- the window has been open all day letting the cool breeze and the smell of rain in- but it seems to have done no good-it’s not me- it’s my damn roommate who, when it is hot and she admittedly says so, refuses to open the window or the door to make it cooler- why? I don’t fucking know
It really isn’t bad- I don’t care- I didn’t wear my watch today- that hasn’t happened in a while- I didn’t even notice that I didn’t have it on until tonight- the reason I mention it is because I am usually really scheduled and am constantly looking at my watch- when I don’t have it I FREAK OUT- but not today- today it didn’t matter- today I didn’t notice- something has changed about me- “INCONCEIVABLE!!!” the Princess Bride for those who didn’t catch it
Goodnight my hungry souls- may your head rest in dreams