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...Adam is sad...
I don't think I've felt this low in my life. I barely eat, sleep, or even work anymore. I just want to crawl into a little place and wait for something good to happen to me. And to compound things, I don't even have any friends to talk to anymore. So I'm alone. I'm thinking about leaving the country. It's something I've always wanted to do, but I had a life to lose. Now its just me, so I might as well do it before I make a new friend here.
Why do the people who did all the wrong things get to be happy together? I am a good person who did nothing to deserve this utter aloneness. Somethings not right in this world. I'm so afraid to even try to start my life over for fear that this will all just happen again. I don't think I could take it. Is there such thing as a cute well-rounded dorky girl who likes shy guys and WON'T cheat on me with my best friend and then steal all my other friends away from me? If so, I'd like to meet her.
My birthday is Aug. 22 btw. If anyone can figure out how to put a little bit of happiness in a box for me, I'll give you my address. :)
I don't think I've felt this low in my life. I barely eat, sleep, or even work anymore. I just want to crawl into a little place and wait for something good to happen to me. And to compound things, I don't even have any friends to talk to anymore. So I'm alone. I'm thinking about leaving the country. It's something I've always wanted to do, but I had a life to lose. Now its just me, so I might as well do it before I make a new friend here.
Why do the people who did all the wrong things get to be happy together? I am a good person who did nothing to deserve this utter aloneness. Somethings not right in this world. I'm so afraid to even try to start my life over for fear that this will all just happen again. I don't think I could take it. Is there such thing as a cute well-rounded dorky girl who likes shy guys and WON'T cheat on me with my best friend and then steal all my other friends away from me? If so, I'd like to meet her.
My birthday is Aug. 22 btw. If anyone can figure out how to put a little bit of happiness in a box for me, I'll give you my address. :)