i crashed my car
i don't even know where to begin. i was leaving ashley's grandma's and i was smoking a cigarette and i had to ash it. well i hit the window with it and bits of lit cigarette went all over my lap and i was trying to put it out and when i looked up there was the new white bmw. the people came out and the guy was cool but the girl was freaking out, granted not as bad as me. turns out the car belonged to the chick. god i would hit a bmw. her car isn't all that bad. she still has both her head lights but the front is a little smashed on the left side and the back left tire is bent in from my car pushing it into the curb. as for my car...i just replaced both my head lights today and now the left one is non exisent. shatzel had to bend my bumper back so that it wouldn't rub against my tire. oh and for some reason my dash lights aren't working. i don't know what to do. i don't think i'm going to be able to sleep. i have so many thoughts running through my head. how am i going to pay for this? how am i going to get to work and class? why are all these bad things happening all at once? i seriously need something good to happen. what the fuck am i going to do?