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*sigh*.....seems everytime i make an entry..it's for nothing but bad news...so...i'm gonna try to put some good news in this one! =D I GOT A 86 ON MY LAST FUCKIN EXAM IN BIO! *does the moon walk* ooooo..what now!? ha! now..for ever action there is a reaction..we are all victims of causality...this basically meaning that =D it's time to administer the bad news. I FAILED...MY FUCKING ENGLISH CLASS... GOD DAMMIT ALL >< I HATE..COLLEGE TO ALL HELL. I'm not to thrilled to see what my grade is in mass comm I amd really not lookin forward to that :-/...i hope i passed that..no seriously. I basically have to take english 101 again. kdlfndsanflsad'fdsakfldsfa I GOTTA DO THAT DAMN ARGUMENTATIVE ESSAY AGAIN..THE ESSAY..THAT WOULD NOT..GO...THE..FUCK..AWAAAYYYY! no matter how many times i turned in that essay...no matter how many times I THINK i fixed it, Mrs. Felton ALWAYS gave it back. my god! i try to do what she tells me to do and she basically says go back and do it over again. mdkasnflsanfds
ok..Mrs. felton =D...riddle me this...HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT MAKE THE BEGINNING OF MY PARAGRAPH NOT REPETITIVE IF YOU DON'T FUCKIN TELL ME!? FUCK..YOU..NO SERIOUSLY. -_- I suck so bad at english. I told my parents about it and my mom gave me this whole pep talk thing
Me:..i suck
Mom: that's ok..we still love you =D
Me:.....
it didn't quite go like that but she said the usual shit that parents say when they wanna comfort their child and just tell them that all they want them to do is try their best. augh...and i can't wait to hear my dad's mouth. =D...oh ho ho i know exactly what he'll say
Me:....
Dad:.....
Me:.....*tries to sneak outta the room*
Dad:....so...you failed english...
Me:..-_-;
Dad:...you know what i think it is? >(..I THINK IT'S THOSE DAMN VIDEO GAMES
Me:...my game cube isn't even hooked up in the hotel...
Dad: YOU KNOW IT'S THOSE VIDEO GAMES!
Me:...i haven't played my game cube in a few weeks cause of tests..
Dad: ...IT'S STILL THOSE VIDEO GAMES I TELL YOU! >( I TELL YOU YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING UNLESS IT INVOLVES A CONTROLLER IN YOUR HAND.
Me:..*sigh*....
Dad: sitting around all day on your damn computer talkin to people all day..ACT LIKE YOU HAVE A LIFE
Me:........
well..he's never actually told me i don't have a life..but it's almost as if he's saying it..without saying it..
Have you ever been in any situations where...you can see a situation happening in the future..that you want to avoid...but you know it's almost like it's inevitable...so you try your best to not make it happen..and just when you think you possibly got past it...you end up getting hit with it anyway?....yeah i seem to be getting hit with those a lot...and the solutions that other people give you always seem to be so simple too...*sigh*...why is it that i feel i can't handle life itself? i was doing fine in high school atleast...oh yeah that's definite bragging rights right there =D. -_- all i want...is for one thing..one major thing..that i want to happen in my life to go right for once..that's all i ask. I feel so pressured to do so well in college..i want to make my parents proud but i feel like...i'm being over whelmed from college and now all of a sudden life itself. i feel as if i don't know what to do or i know what i need to do but i just can't do it. i da know what the hell is wrong with me.
oh something else good though..and i'll end this with that...I'm actually I believe mending things with jen... and i'm getting her to laugh a lot. =D..so that make me feel better about myself...getting people to laugh always makes me feel better that i can put a smile on someone's face..makes me.....feel..not completely useless...ya know?
ok..Mrs. felton =D...riddle me this...HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT MAKE THE BEGINNING OF MY PARAGRAPH NOT REPETITIVE IF YOU DON'T FUCKIN TELL ME!? FUCK..YOU..NO SERIOUSLY. -_- I suck so bad at english. I told my parents about it and my mom gave me this whole pep talk thing
Me:..i suck
Mom: that's ok..we still love you =D
Me:.....
it didn't quite go like that but she said the usual shit that parents say when they wanna comfort their child and just tell them that all they want them to do is try their best. augh...and i can't wait to hear my dad's mouth. =D...oh ho ho i know exactly what he'll say
Me:....
Dad:.....
Me:.....*tries to sneak outta the room*
Dad:....so...you failed english...
Me:..-_-;
Dad:...you know what i think it is? >(..I THINK IT'S THOSE DAMN VIDEO GAMES
Me:...my game cube isn't even hooked up in the hotel...
Dad: YOU KNOW IT'S THOSE VIDEO GAMES!
Me:...i haven't played my game cube in a few weeks cause of tests..
Dad: ...IT'S STILL THOSE VIDEO GAMES I TELL YOU! >( I TELL YOU YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING UNLESS IT INVOLVES A CONTROLLER IN YOUR HAND.
Me:..*sigh*....
Dad: sitting around all day on your damn computer talkin to people all day..ACT LIKE YOU HAVE A LIFE
Me:........
well..he's never actually told me i don't have a life..but it's almost as if he's saying it..without saying it..
Have you ever been in any situations where...you can see a situation happening in the future..that you want to avoid...but you know it's almost like it's inevitable...so you try your best to not make it happen..and just when you think you possibly got past it...you end up getting hit with it anyway?....yeah i seem to be getting hit with those a lot...and the solutions that other people give you always seem to be so simple too...*sigh*...why is it that i feel i can't handle life itself? i was doing fine in high school atleast...oh yeah that's definite bragging rights right there =D. -_- all i want...is for one thing..one major thing..that i want to happen in my life to go right for once..that's all i ask. I feel so pressured to do so well in college..i want to make my parents proud but i feel like...i'm being over whelmed from college and now all of a sudden life itself. i feel as if i don't know what to do or i know what i need to do but i just can't do it. i da know what the hell is wrong with me.
oh something else good though..and i'll end this with that...I'm actually I believe mending things with jen... and i'm getting her to laugh a lot. =D..so that make me feel better about myself...getting people to laugh always makes me feel better that i can put a smile on someone's face..makes me.....feel..not completely useless...ya know?