being bold does not mean humming in the hallway
you know, you think the anonymity of the internet would somehow encourage me to write whatever the hell I felt like. unfortunatey, i find myself scripting these entries, as if my thoughts aren't good enough for the outside world or maybe something much deeper. im not sure why i care so much about what i put out there. i think im afraid. i came to realize, through writing a discipline and beliefs paper, that i afraid of getting in trouble. something inside of me knows i cannot just cut my heart out and paste it in the document for the people to see. even though the likelihood of anyone ever reading this is slim, i still fear that something i might say on here will get into the wrong hands, and i wll end up with a major situation on my hands. this all rings a bell, a strange xanga-shaped bell... anyway, since i still have 5 discrete problems to do, i can;t write much more tonight, but maybe this weekend i will explain some new habits of mine or that im slowly become reliant on caffiene, headphones, and fanfiction.
ten things that happened today in no particular order:
i was told today that i would make a good drummer, because i have "fantastic rhythm." i am seriously considering this.
i discovered some incredibly scary things, including that the thought of anorexia freaks me out and puts me in hysterics.
i skipped an entire question on an exam. and i felt good about it.
i am still participating in some pretty stalker-like activities, that eventually lead into me almost running over someone. i must have a strange thing with running people over who totally deserve it...
housing for next year: 121 sharp hall w/ kelly. i beleive this calls for a celebration of sorts.
i rely on the gym for my sanity, my health, and 30 minutes straight of uninterupted headphone usage (say, didnt i say something about headphones earlier?)
i drank 60 ounces of water today, i feel incredibly hydrated.
"the cab" has now officially been added to my FBR bands i am obsessed with.
pineapple fla-vor-ice? give it a try.
and lastly, my discrete homework will silently kill me in my sleep if i dont attempt atleast three more problems before bed.
counting down the days,
cole