my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me...
normally if what happened to me this weekend had happened in the past it would have really upset me. i'm glad i've moved along on the emotional roller coaster enough so that i don't piss myself off everytime i'm let down.
and it's cool that it didn't happen, because it let me rethink what i want out of the next few weeks and the next few months.
if you're wondering what i'm talking about, don't. if i wanted to tell you, i would have. it's one of those things i'd rather keep to myself. no offense, i love you all. :)
tonight's the big night! alvaro comes home after being gone for freakin forever. even after going to see him for those few days in ecuador, i don't know if my feelings for him have changed or not. it's probably just not seeing him for so long and then talking to someone else after a few months of not talking to him. maybe when i see him tonight it'll be like magic. i'm not keeping my hopes up though.. that always makes the situation the opposite of what i want it to be.
anyway, there's gonna be some meeting today about how irresponsible everyone is because last month's rent bill was sitting on someone's desk without being mailed out & the landlord was crying to queen bxtch about it. and of course queen bxtch wouldn't be where she is if she didn't demean and belittle her humble servants everytime something went awry. stupid bxtch..
i'm out... i have something important to do, i'm sure.
xoxo
Reg
and it's cool that it didn't happen, because it let me rethink what i want out of the next few weeks and the next few months.
if you're wondering what i'm talking about, don't. if i wanted to tell you, i would have. it's one of those things i'd rather keep to myself. no offense, i love you all. :)
tonight's the big night! alvaro comes home after being gone for freakin forever. even after going to see him for those few days in ecuador, i don't know if my feelings for him have changed or not. it's probably just not seeing him for so long and then talking to someone else after a few months of not talking to him. maybe when i see him tonight it'll be like magic. i'm not keeping my hopes up though.. that always makes the situation the opposite of what i want it to be.
anyway, there's gonna be some meeting today about how irresponsible everyone is because last month's rent bill was sitting on someone's desk without being mailed out & the landlord was crying to queen bxtch about it. and of course queen bxtch wouldn't be where she is if she didn't demean and belittle her humble servants everytime something went awry. stupid bxtch..
i'm out... i have something important to do, i'm sure.
xoxo
Reg