and i'm leavin on a jet plane...
i'm so excited to get on that plane tomorrow! it's been WAY too long since i saw him last.. three weeks and one day, to be exact.. and i can't wait to just go. it will be amazing to be in another country. somewhere that i haven't even thought about going to up until recently.
my friend angela told me that i do things without thinking. she didn't say it in a bad way, but she was just saying, that ever since she's known me (which is pretty much pre-womb, because she's been a friend of the family since before I was born...), but ever since she's known me i've always done things spur of the moment. crazy things that most of the time leave me heart broken. she said she never could imagine doing things like i do because she over analyzes things way too much before she makes a decision.
ok well it's not like i didn't think of what could go wrong on this trip. but seriously, the good (to me, anyway) ALWAYs outweighs the bad. and yeah most of my crazy decisions leave me heartbroken in the end, but that doesn't mean i'm going to stop doing things i've got my heart set on doing. cause right now i have next to nothing holding me back. i have no kids, i have a bf, but that's the reason for this trip, i don't have a house or any major payments that require my hard earned money to pay for... plus it's not like i'm going on a freakin year long trip.. i'm going for 6 days.
but anyway, by this time tomorrow i'll be in the air *hopefully* on my way to see my baby. <3
i miss him.
and i'll miss my family.
xoxo
Reg
my friend angela told me that i do things without thinking. she didn't say it in a bad way, but she was just saying, that ever since she's known me (which is pretty much pre-womb, because she's been a friend of the family since before I was born...), but ever since she's known me i've always done things spur of the moment. crazy things that most of the time leave me heart broken. she said she never could imagine doing things like i do because she over analyzes things way too much before she makes a decision.
ok well it's not like i didn't think of what could go wrong on this trip. but seriously, the good (to me, anyway) ALWAYs outweighs the bad. and yeah most of my crazy decisions leave me heartbroken in the end, but that doesn't mean i'm going to stop doing things i've got my heart set on doing. cause right now i have next to nothing holding me back. i have no kids, i have a bf, but that's the reason for this trip, i don't have a house or any major payments that require my hard earned money to pay for... plus it's not like i'm going on a freakin year long trip.. i'm going for 6 days.
but anyway, by this time tomorrow i'll be in the air *hopefully* on my way to see my baby. <3
i miss him.
and i'll miss my family.
xoxo
Reg