TINNNNNN rooof! ...rusted...

Sep 16, 2004 20:09

Life at O-town keeps getting better and better. (even though Im currently home right now) . I get along with my roommate very well. (except that one time he brought people over to drink at midnight on a sunday...) Pretty much everyone in my hallway gets along real well and are very conciderate to each other (besides writing obsenities and drawing dirty things on everyones dry-erase boards....but thats all in fun!)
My classes are going pretty good thus far. Nothing really to explain other than...they are going. Nothing too bad but nothing too spectacular either. They are classes with professors that give work..and I do it and go to class pretty much. But hey Im in college..I gotta do what i gotta do.
So far I have joined/am a part of 3 "clubs"
1.)The OMU (open minded Unity) . ITs pretty much a GBLT + allies that meet and talk and plan events for school and do community services sometimes. Dan made me go the first time but now we pretty much go every wednesday. ITs a pretty nice group and we have fun so i dont mind Going.
2.) Fencing club! : Yep..thats fight...Fencing club. My friend Jennie talked me into joining (but i wanted to anyways)Its fun... and its gonna help to get me into shape more..especially my legs (though I am starting to go to the gym again!! w00t!) I did pretty good my first day!
3.)"Hooked on Tonics" : This is an Acapella group that I had to audition for! ....obviously since its on my list , I got in. I sang a coheed song (its what popped into my head at the time i walked in the room) ..which they liked...I think they were refreshed to hear someone sing something else OTHER than the Star spangled banner...or RESPECT or some other song people always audition with. But its a cool group..they sing songs like Bohemian Rhapsody and other popular songs like that. I also hear that they actually sing shows at Autumns (its a cafe down in town) and in other places.... So it should be fun!

The other day, Dan's friend Brittany came up to visit him and to take him home for the break. She was just like him..except with boobs ...big boobs. lol. But she was very nice and Funny and i Hope she liked me cause I want all of Dans friends to like me cause I want them to be my friends as well. Dan had to leave mid-day wednesday so we didnt get to utilize the room after my roommate left for vacation.....And by that i mean....umm....we didnt get to like..redecorate and ... other stuff us Homos like to do..........yeah........

So now Im home for a few days for a short vacation we have. (some jewish holiday i think.) Its kinda nice to be home and not have to walk through 40 miles of hallways to get to my room...and...eat ACTUAL food. But I do already miss my own room. Lol. But one thing that im pissed about is that...In the parking garage where i parked at school...I happened to park under the only rust-dripping rafter in the whole place. So now i got Rust Stains on the stripes on my car.. NOOOO poor shelly! and they dont come off. Ive tried rest remover stuff...And Coke... and nothing works. So now it looks like im driving a piece of crap! GRRR!! *shakes fists* Oh well...Ill just probally get it repainted some other color in a few months cause i dont like its current color.

Oh and one last thing... Im quite saddened by the current state between me and sean. We are on the verge of not talking. I do admit i was sorta over reacting one night... But now he's just changed. He acts like ..all of a sudden now that he is in college he is some Uber sheek and mature man with some Spectacularly amazing boy (which..i have nothing against him cause i dont know him) ...But now like... Everything i say and joke around with him about makes me "immature" and "lame". And im sorry if When he makes up stuff just to make it sound like him and His boy have something totally different then he's ever had or anyones ever had... And I tell him "..well..actually remember when I....." or whatever...Then he claims that im lying just to ruin or sabotage the relationship he is in... And its like... Actually no... I just dont make stuff up about Dan to make it seem like He has done something totally new to me for the first time like.. " Yeah..dans the first person Ever to introduce me to a new band. ITs so great"..when thats obviously not true....I just hate it when people make stuff up in their head to try to make their situation is so amazing or so perfect. Sean is like "he is the first person to call me jackass" ...which...lol...Is a lie ..cause I have definatly called him that with a bunch of other names as well while and After we dated. While we were dating...I was always Real blunt with him...thats just how i am..when someone i am close to is being a jackass , or a jerk..or immature...(which he was alot) I tell them. And thats why we worked...We balanced each other out. But i guess now that we arent going out anymore.. and he has someone else... He takes me being blunt as Me being an ass. But im sorry...he's not the first person ever to call you jackass..jokingly or not. He told me "..well im not the same as when we were dating ..im different now" ... yeah... he's a totally different person now that he's in college. And ... i love it how Him and matt (mostly matt) made fun of dan for doing Crew cause its a "homo sport" .... Yes Eric is a Music major with a dance minor... I wonder what matt has to say about that. (and im not trying to sound like im dissing eric..i have nothing against him or music majors or dance...i am just saying..) But anyways I just have a feeling we probally arent going to talk anymore for a long time. I love him alot but... he's just too "new" right now for me to handle. But I do hope Eric can handle Sean. He has A LOT of little things about him once you get to know him that makes him extremely difficult to deal with. All his family and friends told me i was good for him cause i was about the only one out of all of them who could handle and deal with ALL of his little problems and things that he does. OH well... what ever happens happens... And sean if you read this... Im not trying to start a petty live journal war with you... Im just writing in my journal.

...well thats all i have to say.... and *pats himself on the back*... nice long entry Jeff..way to go!!.... So... I guess thats a decent update for now!
Previous post Next post
Up