stupid boys...
I really like to type in this green color and that othe aqua color I will be using later in this entry... :)
I guess Bryan does really like me, but he doesn't want a relationship right now, which I can understand but I still like him. He knows that nothing happened between Joel and I and so I'm happy about that but Joel keeps calling me and I don't think I want anything like that to do with him, just be friends because I like Bryan a lot. I guess whe I was sleeping on the floor with Joel, Bryan was glaring at us, which is understandable, I would too but I still really hope that he knows that nothing went on, I would hate for that to have ruined anything that might come between us. I'm so flusterated because I want him to like me but I don't want to rush or push anything or drive him away because I know he doesn't want a girlfriend right now but I know that if he does anything or anything with any other girl It will make me angry and it shouldn't. I don't know it's so hard to explain because I don't even know. I think I'm going to party at their house sometime this weekend, eventually I'm sure. I have to work tonight, it sucks, but hopefully it'll go by fast and I'll be able to get ready and go out.
The stupid girl at Mr. Leons cut my hair wrong so I have to go have her fix it today and if they charge me I'm going to be sooooooo mad!! It's so much longer on one side than it is on the other and it looks dumb when I wear it down. (Michelle I'm trying to make this a long one...please leave comments) Today is going to be just stupid even though it is open 5th but I just want to catch up on my sleep, I might be able to at my open 3rd/lunch after I get my hair fixed and some coffee for my Mom and I because I've been craving coffee lately and I just was to lazy to buy it, not that I've had any money. I think that I'm going to buy some flipflops today. Some white Roxy ones because They fit my feet really well and they're $10 and I don't know, maybe I'll go to wal mart. I still need to put some money away for my insurance and for Michigan, I only have $100 for Michigan and that pays for like, 2 shirts and my tattoo so I really need to either put more away, make more or something cause otherwise I'm not getting anything while I'm there. Hmmmm whatcha gunna do....
I like these colors all together, they're fun. I have to work from 12-7:30 tomorrow, but I'm hoping that I can take over Mary's shift and just open at like, 10 so that I can get out at 5 and have time to get ready cause Renee and I are going to Ty's game at the kibbie dome. It better not cost to get in or I'm going to be angry. So I'm crossing my fingers that Mary will swap me shifts!! My tummy sort of hurts. I had this gross orange juice from McDonalds this morning and normally it tastes pretty good but today it was just discusting. I should have just gotten the sandwich and saved myself $2 but I'm just dumb I guess. Plus what do you expect, it's McDonalds. I need some caffeine. I'm tired sort of, but in another way, I'm not really super tired, just body tired or I haven't woken up yet. I wish I had enough money to go tanning, I'm so white andI hate being white but I can't afford to go tanning. guh. I hope I don't get a ticket today, I parked in 1 hr parking and it's not like it sits there for a long time but I still don't want a ticket, that would be shitty. Hmmm... I don't know. I guess there isn't much else to say. Just stupid crap going on and I'm sick of it. I don't know. Don't know what to say...