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So... that last entry about an audition...I went and sang and did okay. And I found out i didn't get called back for chorus. yeah, a little bit of a blow to the ego, but I think its for the best. There will be other shows.
I looked back at the past journal entries and I realized that I really made it sound like college sucks and that I hate it here and I'm having no fun.
Its totally not like that at all. I really love being in the gorgeous city of Boulder and challenging myself every day to learn and grow up.
Over the weekend, i went to a retreat called the Buffalo Awakening with the church I go to over here. I am so glad I went, I met wonderful people and (yeah, you won't believe it) kids my age who are actually living out their faith, instead of just doing it at church. Everyone was so accepting and loving and confident in their spirituality. I've never met people like that. I am still processing the whole weekend and I can't say that my faith is just burning now, but its better.
I guess, where I am right now, is kind of a wierd spot. Not great, not terrible just here. for now. and i guess thats okay.
I looked back at the past journal entries and I realized that I really made it sound like college sucks and that I hate it here and I'm having no fun.
Its totally not like that at all. I really love being in the gorgeous city of Boulder and challenging myself every day to learn and grow up.
Over the weekend, i went to a retreat called the Buffalo Awakening with the church I go to over here. I am so glad I went, I met wonderful people and (yeah, you won't believe it) kids my age who are actually living out their faith, instead of just doing it at church. Everyone was so accepting and loving and confident in their spirituality. I've never met people like that. I am still processing the whole weekend and I can't say that my faith is just burning now, but its better.
I guess, where I am right now, is kind of a wierd spot. Not great, not terrible just here. for now. and i guess thats okay.