If you & I are a story that never gets told...If what you are is a daydream, I'll never get to hold

Oct 11, 2008 00:49

Thank god I got my car fixed today. 3 hours sitting in a car dealership lol. I was so bored. I took Eclipse with me and I read like 200 some pages, I left with a huge headache and my eyes were tired. lol. I only got 2 more chapters left though. Because I'm a bum and I've done nothing but read all day today. lol.

I also meet the random people at the weirdest places. They seem to seek me out and find me fascinating or something. They just want to talk and talk. I met this woman today at the dealership and she was talking to me about her kids and how they grew up and moved away and how her husband died. I was like umm okay. It was weird but sadly not the weirdest conversation I've had with random strangers.

I am so tired, ugh I hate it when I lay down and I can't fall asleep. I need a good couple hours of sleep. If I have less than 10 I can't function at all. I walk around in a haze all day long. Say random things, act silly.

I went to the nursing home this evening and talked to Katie for an hour or so. I missed her a lot. She is such a great person. She has an amazing heart. I can't believe she's in her 90's. She's so wise and easy to talk too. She is one of the coolest people she drinks mountain dew and she tells the funniest stories about how she threatened to shoot her first husband because he was being mean to her. lol. I was like we are kindred spirits! lol.  I just feel better being there again.

Tomorrow is the day that I clean out my junk room. Joy. Sarcasm is my friend. I know him well. I dread getting started but I know that once its done I'll feel SO much better. I like when things are clean and organized. Well kind of clean and organized. I like things mostly messy and out of order. lol. It's the only way I can find things lol.

Tuesday I'm going to Ohio to get my hair done again. I'm not sure what I want my hair color to be. I think I might go darker again. I miss it. And its fall again but I don't know. I hate being fickle about everything. lol.

I think I'm going to try and go to bed. At least let my head hit the pillows and curl up with my nice warm blanket. Hope everyone on my flist are doing alright. :) Night everyone!
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