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i feel so stupid.
i dont know what i want to do with my life and i feel like im still too young to be out on my own... maybe i just cant fathom college? idk. im starting to think that everything that i liked and thought i was good at was all for nothing. i really only have 2 friends that i can trust at all. everyone around me seems so well-prepared for college. they're all getting scholarships and they all know where they want to go and what they want to do. everyone is good at something and i just feel like i dont have any talent anymore. i dont even know where i want to go to school and its all happening so fast. and it just seems like every time i think i do something good or well i end up finding out that i really just looked stupid to everyone else. something must be wrong with me.
or maybe im just looking for an excuse to get myself worked up and cry. i need a good cry i think
i dont know what i want to do with my life and i feel like im still too young to be out on my own... maybe i just cant fathom college? idk. im starting to think that everything that i liked and thought i was good at was all for nothing. i really only have 2 friends that i can trust at all. everyone around me seems so well-prepared for college. they're all getting scholarships and they all know where they want to go and what they want to do. everyone is good at something and i just feel like i dont have any talent anymore. i dont even know where i want to go to school and its all happening so fast. and it just seems like every time i think i do something good or well i end up finding out that i really just looked stupid to everyone else. something must be wrong with me.
or maybe im just looking for an excuse to get myself worked up and cry. i need a good cry i think