life pretty muchs sucks right now
well im back but not exactly better than ever. more like worse than ever. im pretty much bedridden all the time with pain killers that dont work and a machine that pumps ice water into my leg. weird i know. im pretty certain that this is the worst pain i have ever felt in my life. and the worst part is that they left a catheter in my leg that my parents- not a doctor or nurse mind you- but my parents have to take out of me. and as soon as i am able, ill go on a wheelchair and crutches for about 6 weeks. i honestly wish that i could just pee in my bed all the time instead of having to get up and use the bathroom