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pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:21:33 UTC

.... He went to talk to you?

Oh.

I'm sorry, Cy, it's all my fault, he's probably... did he just leave?

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:22:19 UTC

Damned straight it's your fault. Why do you keep saying shite what's gonna confuse him?

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:23:56 UTC

I don't mean to! Honestly, I just... *wrings hands*... I just wanted to... give him something. That it felt like... he needed.

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:26:35 UTC

... Do I DARE to ask what? Seriously. Why can't you just leave well enough alone? He's happy with you!

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:28:06 UTC

*flinch* I know. I'm sorry. You're probably right and I shouldn't have said anything. I just thought it would ALSO make him happy if he could... you know... experiment... a little. With something different.

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:30:40 UTC

... why? Why would you take something that's already good and risk it by adding something else to it? Are you not happy?

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:32:55 UTC

No! I mean, yes! I'm happy. I am! I just thought...

... Cy, he loves you. YOU were... what I suggested... adding to... 'it'. All I said was that I knew that he cared about you, and that you cared about him, and that if it went places, I wouldn't be angry. I'd be all right with it.

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:36:42 UTC

... What... in the... why would you say that?

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:42:51 UTC

Wait, wait, wait. Did Zuko... express... er, an interest? In me? Is that why?

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:44:15 UTC

Er... no, just... you're interested in him, aren't you?

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:47:43 UTC

You mean, sexually?

*flabbergasted*

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:48:41 UTC

... Are you NOT? Oh, Merlin, I thought you WERE...

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:53:27 UTC

Well... sure, all right, I've THOUGHT about it. I'll admit, I've really been tempted a few times. But I wasn't ever going to DO it. He's WITH you. That makes him happy. He wants to be with you, and I want him to be happy, so my hands are totally off. It doesn't really matter whether I want him, does it? He's not available.

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 21:55:45 UTC

Well, we were talking about... sharing, I guess. And I said that... I was willing to share him. With you. If he wanted to.

songofthedeep December 13 2008, 21:57:06 UTC

... Why would you do that? He's yours, you have him. He never would have asked you to. *I* never would have asked you too. Can't you just leave a thing alone when it's good?

pathofthedead December 13 2008, 22:00:08 UTC

I don't know. I'd just thought about it, and realized it honestly didn't bother me, because to a certain degree, where Zuko's concerned, I guess I trust you. You... take care of him, in a way that I don't so much. I'm a nurturer but you're a protector... and I don't think we threaten each other, in terms of his affection. And I know you've been mostly by yourself without Akito, so... I just thought, there's room here for both of us. And I want him to know what it feels like to have a more... dominant lover? Someone whose strength he relies on. You know he often feels lost.

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