depressed again!
This is a story about feeling sorry for myself.
Well, lets see...I think I'm just going to make a list of things.
1. I don't like most alcohol and have never been drunk, and don't want to be. This makes me uncool and OBVIOUSLY unacceptable to all of society.
2. I don't like parties that are full of stupid blond people, or stupid drunk people. smart drunk people or drunk friends can be tolerated sparingly.
3. I'm going home this winter and my grandpa has alzheimer's, my grandma has heart problems (there are my dad's parents), my dad has to help him because his brother is a druggie even though he lives in their house and my parents still have issues, Jazz and Java is closed, no one will be home, and I'll have to do all the chores for a month. Not that I mind the chores, but still. At least I'll be home and with Icky too.
4. I don't wear skimpy clothes. And honestly, this makes a difference. It's like a beacon to all that I'll kick their nuts off if I dress like a human being rather than a sex symbol.
5. America's policies get worse every day, just read the news.
6. I talk about things like World of Warcraft in public and don't care what people think about me. Which I have been informed is something to be ashamed of.
But in the end, every day, I appreciate my friends. No matter how much I hate myself, or have days where I'm so depressed I don't want to get out of bed or anything, I always appreciate the people who have been and will be there for me just because of a mutually beneficial social alliance. So thanks guys.
Oh, and Mark if you have no internet because of the scary official note, I got you a hat today at the amazing x-mas market!!! lol I had to get it it had Mark all over it. That is all.
Well, lets see...I think I'm just going to make a list of things.
1. I don't like most alcohol and have never been drunk, and don't want to be. This makes me uncool and OBVIOUSLY unacceptable to all of society.
2. I don't like parties that are full of stupid blond people, or stupid drunk people. smart drunk people or drunk friends can be tolerated sparingly.
3. I'm going home this winter and my grandpa has alzheimer's, my grandma has heart problems (there are my dad's parents), my dad has to help him because his brother is a druggie even though he lives in their house and my parents still have issues, Jazz and Java is closed, no one will be home, and I'll have to do all the chores for a month. Not that I mind the chores, but still. At least I'll be home and with Icky too.
4. I don't wear skimpy clothes. And honestly, this makes a difference. It's like a beacon to all that I'll kick their nuts off if I dress like a human being rather than a sex symbol.
5. America's policies get worse every day, just read the news.
6. I talk about things like World of Warcraft in public and don't care what people think about me. Which I have been informed is something to be ashamed of.
But in the end, every day, I appreciate my friends. No matter how much I hate myself, or have days where I'm so depressed I don't want to get out of bed or anything, I always appreciate the people who have been and will be there for me just because of a mutually beneficial social alliance. So thanks guys.
Oh, and Mark if you have no internet because of the scary official note, I got you a hat today at the amazing x-mas market!!! lol I had to get it it had Mark all over it. That is all.