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Well, I'd love to talk to somebody right now, but that's not always how it works. Sitting in the office, trying to stay awake by talking but also hoping to stay on task eliminates the chance to pick up the phone for personal calls. Especially since my photographing coworker was called up today to take pictures since our other photographer is down, I'm here, it's quiet, and the world is heavy.
The world is partially heavy because this computer doesn't stream music well, depriving me of John Mayer's second album, which I want to listen to but haven't bought yet.
It's not even heavy with recent developments and reevaluations, which, like many learning experiences, are bittersweet.
I'm anxious because I want to write, but am finding no outlets. I want to go to grad school, but it is getting more and more difficult to find financing and have personal discernment. I cannot rest because, on March 1, many applications are due. I am nervous because, in two weeks, I'll no longer have a job.
Perhaps I'm picky, but I want a job that grows me, and I don't want to settle. I know sometimes one must, but I'd rather not waste several months.
The world is partially heavy because this computer doesn't stream music well, depriving me of John Mayer's second album, which I want to listen to but haven't bought yet.
It's not even heavy with recent developments and reevaluations, which, like many learning experiences, are bittersweet.
I'm anxious because I want to write, but am finding no outlets. I want to go to grad school, but it is getting more and more difficult to find financing and have personal discernment. I cannot rest because, on March 1, many applications are due. I am nervous because, in two weeks, I'll no longer have a job.
Perhaps I'm picky, but I want a job that grows me, and I don't want to settle. I know sometimes one must, but I'd rather not waste several months.