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It shouldn't upset me. It shouldn't still hurt. This is ridiculous. I'm ridiculous.
In today's newspaper is a picture of my ex-fiance at the Edmonton Fringe Fest. He has a balloon up his nose. He looks thoroughly bizarre. Why am I mad he's in my newspaper? Why do all these feelings of self-doubt flood over me? It's been 16 months, why does it still hurt?
It's been a very bad day.
In happier news, Jill is in town. We'll hopefully still be tearing down walls tomorrow, anyone interested in helping, give me a call.
In today's newspaper is a picture of my ex-fiance at the Edmonton Fringe Fest. He has a balloon up his nose. He looks thoroughly bizarre. Why am I mad he's in my newspaper? Why do all these feelings of self-doubt flood over me? It's been 16 months, why does it still hurt?
It's been a very bad day.
In happier news, Jill is in town. We'll hopefully still be tearing down walls tomorrow, anyone interested in helping, give me a call.