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It annoys me to no end when She asks triffle things like 'How long is your desk?' and then pulls a face like I should know when I answer that NO, I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IS MY DESK.
I am really annoyed by a lot of things these days: by Them, by my new boss, by my clothes, by pedestrians faking OCD in the middle of the rush hour, by the lack of free time. The only persons and things in which I find pleasure are my parents, my house, my afternoon commute to home, Chinese classes and the incredible people who happen to be my classmates. It is a pity that I'm only allowed to socialize with Mom and Dad for an hour and a half each day and that Chinese takes place only once a week.
Yesterday was a good day, though. If only because while travelling from work, I got more ideas for my novel and I think I might be forging what appears to be a personality for one of the principal characters.
And to-day I am in a foul mood, 'cause I'd rather be writing than here, wasting my time and my efforts.
And I am angry, because Gab says she wants to leave, and I don't want to...yet. But if she leaves she'll leave behind all the work she loaded herself with, and then everybody will expect me to do it in her absence and I refuse to take so much responsibility. And I haven't even addressed the fact that this sttitude is absolutely contradictory wuth what she claims to be 'professional' and 'moral'. Why go through so much trouble if you plan to leave?
I hope this year I get the certification to be a translator, because really I don't want to be with them.
I am really annoyed by a lot of things these days: by Them, by my new boss, by my clothes, by pedestrians faking OCD in the middle of the rush hour, by the lack of free time. The only persons and things in which I find pleasure are my parents, my house, my afternoon commute to home, Chinese classes and the incredible people who happen to be my classmates. It is a pity that I'm only allowed to socialize with Mom and Dad for an hour and a half each day and that Chinese takes place only once a week.
Yesterday was a good day, though. If only because while travelling from work, I got more ideas for my novel and I think I might be forging what appears to be a personality for one of the principal characters.
And to-day I am in a foul mood, 'cause I'd rather be writing than here, wasting my time and my efforts.
And I am angry, because Gab says she wants to leave, and I don't want to...yet. But if she leaves she'll leave behind all the work she loaded herself with, and then everybody will expect me to do it in her absence and I refuse to take so much responsibility. And I haven't even addressed the fact that this sttitude is absolutely contradictory wuth what she claims to be 'professional' and 'moral'. Why go through so much trouble if you plan to leave?
I hope this year I get the certification to be a translator, because really I don't want to be with them.