Huh.

[songoffate]

 I keep having these little random epiphanies lately.  I wasn't in Utah very long before I wanted to go back home and the feeling has never really faded away. But over the past couple of months I seem to be calming down a lot more, resigning myself I guess, but not in a bad way. I mean, no way am I staying in UTAH of all places forever, hellll noooo, but, I don't know, I guess I'm starting to realize that this place isn't all bad. There are things here that I enjoy and parts that aren't so different from home and I take comfort in those familiar things.

Awesome. Lol. I was really starting to get miserable there for awhile. I guess I can stay here and do school without having a spazz fit. :)