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My Life Is One Big Green Room*
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Scott Turchin, Householder, Landowner ??
never thought I would be able to say those words around my name! wish I felt better.
almost didn't wanna post tonite cause when I get like this I'm not pleasant or even coherent to be around. I think the combination of the challenges of buying a house with so few resources, really just a ball of cash and Lord knows, I know how fast those run out and leave poor Scotti back at the point where all the genius brains, great education, broad work experience, and pure talent add up to just two paychecks away from Panicsville. When they taught us all how to effortlessly make money doing what you love, I missed that class. And can't seem to find the notes anywhere. but, incredible psychic misery aside, I'm just great!!! No, really.
Okay, now the other side of the Libra nature chimes in like Glinda the Good Witch and trills "Oh, but now you really are a landowner, and have put money into something real that won't go away, real, estate." I excuse the weak joke and let her move on. "And you are much closer to knowing what you want for your music by knowing what you don't want" Ok, now she's getting off course. How could this zen riddle help me - hey, maybe she's right. I sure haven't found what I'm looking for for my album yet either, to borrow from U2.
this too shall pass.
rock on kids.
* "green room" - industry slang for the room where talent waits to go on camera. and waits. haha.