i make no excuses for myself
head still not working quite right. not sure if it's because of conclusions that i feel i will come to inevitably that i don't want to, or because it's just difficult for me to figure out. i don't feel smart at all lately. themes:
strength
detachment
those two are really important, really. my mind needs to work like a plow, but it's too soft right now. i'm listening to dillinger four, which is a comfort. i listened to them like crazy in junior high. they're brilliant songwriters, catchy as hell, and not in a way that is annoying to you years after your punk phase ends or annoying to others while you're still in your punk phase.
come hang out with me in history 113 tomorrow morning, where i won't have shit to say, because i can't focus and/or am a lazy piece of shit and didn't read the book.
strength
detachment
those two are really important, really. my mind needs to work like a plow, but it's too soft right now. i'm listening to dillinger four, which is a comfort. i listened to them like crazy in junior high. they're brilliant songwriters, catchy as hell, and not in a way that is annoying to you years after your punk phase ends or annoying to others while you're still in your punk phase.
come hang out with me in history 113 tomorrow morning, where i won't have shit to say, because i can't focus and/or am a lazy piece of shit and didn't read the book.